Our Heart 💜

God Doesn't Waste Our Pain

If someone had told me a few years ago that one of the hardest moments of my life would become the beginning of my purpose, I don't know if I would have believed them.

When my beautiful daughter, Jordan, passed away, my world changed forever.

Like anyone facing unimaginable loss, I had questions that seemed impossible to answer. I wondered how I would ever smile again. I wondered if peace was something I would ever truly feel. Most of all, I simply missed my daughter.

During those days, I wasn't looking for a business.

I was looking for hope.

Looking back now, I can see that God was gently reaching for me long before I realized it.

It began with something simple—a friend I had gone to high school with sent me a prayer every single day. Those messages reminded me that I wasn't walking through my grief alone.

Then, one step at a time, God continued to draw me closer to Him.

I found encouragement through books that spoke about heaven and eternal hope. I discovered The Chosen, which brought the life of Jesus to my heart in a fresh way. The Hallow app helped me pray when I didn't always know what to say. I found myself opening my Bible more than ever before, listening more closely to God's voice, and learning to trust Him even when I didn't understand His plan.

None of those moments seemed extraordinary by themselves.

But together, they became the path that led me back to a relationship with Jesus that is deeper than I ever imagined possible.

Today, I can honestly say something I never thought I would.

God met me in my deepest heartbreak.

Not by taking away my love for Jordan.

Not by erasing the pain.

But by replacing despair with a peace that could only come from Him.

One verse became especially precious to me:

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."

Psalm 34:18

I discovered that this wasn't just a beautiful verse.

It was a promise.

God really is close to the brokenhearted.

Why JordanFindz Exists

JordanFindz wasn't created simply to sell Christian apparel or gifts.

It was created because I believe hope is meant to be shared.

Sometimes that hope comes through laughter.

Sometimes it comes through encouragement.

Sometimes it comes through a simple reminder that Jesus is still walking beside us.

Every design, every product, and every collection is created with one prayer in mind:

That someone would leave feeling a little lighter than when they arrived.

Maybe they'll smile because of a funny shirt.

Maybe they'll find comfort in a journal or blanket from The Jordan Collection.

Maybe they'll simply remember that God hasn't forgotten them.

If that happens, then this store has fulfilled its purpose.

The Jordan Collection

The Jordan Collection is dedicated to my daughter, Jordan.

It isn't about living in grief.

It's about living in hope.

It was created for anyone carrying a heavy heart—for those who are grieving, healing, searching, or simply needing a reminder that they are deeply loved by God.

Jordan's life continues to inspire this mission every single day, and my prayer is that her legacy points people not toward sorrow, but toward the One who has carried me through mine.

Our Mission

We believe...

Every laugh can open a heart.

Every conversation can plant a seed.

Every act of kindness reflects Christ.

Every person deserves hope.

And no pain is beyond God's ability to redeem.

A Personal Note

If you've found your way here, I want to thank you.

Whether you came looking for a funny shirt, a thoughtful gift, or simply happened to stumble across this little corner of the internet, I'm grateful you're here.

My prayer isn't just that you enjoy what we create.

My prayer is that you leave knowing you are deeply loved by God.

That no matter what you're carrying...

No matter how broken life may feel...

You are never walking alone.

Before You Go...

If you're here, I don't believe it's by accident.

Whether you came looking for a funny shirt, a thoughtful gift, or a little encouragement, my prayer is that you leave knowing this:

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."

Psalm 34:18

And if He could bring peace to my heart...

He can bring peace to yours too.

In loving memory of Jordan

Forever loved. Forever missed. Forever with Jesus.